Stability
October 15, 2008
My last post gave was quite erratic.
I have been in the dumps a bit and half asleep sporadically throughout the last few days.
I am finding some stability now. I have pushed myself too far in the wrong direction again and again. The right direction with a brickwall between me and my goal.. so to speak.
I’m learning the innards of my conscious mind and not taking all it says so seriously anymore.
back to reading.
i feel the same way you do.
Im not sure if analyzing is doing any good.. all i know is that it feels good to write it all down and put it out there.